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Zoukette's mishaps

Wednesday 11/08/04

10 00 hrs, Veen's home on Veen's bed:

wanted to spend that day alone, with myself. enjoy some solitude. wake up late, enjoy coffee, do something i like alone. made my point known to all those who sms/called me that very morning, that i was going to the hair salon.

13 30 hrs, Orchard Lucky Plaza:

it's a girl's thing. going to hair salon = highlight, dye, cut, wash, treatment application, wash again blow dry, manicure, aromatherapy. probably would spend 4-5hrs at the salon.

Compromise is one of the best way to maintain a relationship, just each take a step back, let the distance between be obvious and both would see the clearer larger picture of what is really important in a relationship.

**Highlight: Compromise is not equals to forcing yourself to do something unwilling. there is a thin fine line between knowing what you want, and what you can give, in a relationship.**

19 00 hrs, Paragon Shopping Center, Sushi Tei Restaurant:

being that self-contradicting walking confusion i am, i was weighing whether to:
(1) go zouk to mambo with PS Gang,
(2) go chill out at Bar Stop with Joshua and drink our fill,
(3) go home slack.

i admit that i am a fickle minded person.

i have this fascinating capability of going on and on in a confining circular self-debate over the dilemas of what small daily choices to make, even it is as simple as planning of activites to entertain me for an evening!

apprehension and indecisiveness is somehow unfortunately in my nature. there are a few major issues which i can swiftly decide upon, stick firm to it and excuting those plans. an evening's activities sadly does not fall within that category!

I am who I am.

not much of a point getting pissed with me over my indesicive nature.

then again, anything born out of "by nature", "character", and "personality" should never be used as an excuse for idiotic behaviors and actions, simply due to that fact that:

Rationality reigns supreme over genetic defects.

Human learn to accomodate each other.

no, i do not like to club that much. clubbing is indeed fun. but it is definitely not the paramount function in my life. there are many other activities which i enjoy.

I club only when I feel like clubbing.

for that matter, i can plan that i want to go club that nite the very morning i wake up, but should i feel tired in the evening, i would change my mind about it. no qualms! hardly enjoyable if i had to drag my limp body down to the clubs...

22 00 hrs, on a cab to O-Bar, Mhm Sultan:

Hui Ling and i left Liat Towers together for O-Bar. after a few rounds of drinking at O-Bar, i was a bit 'high'. went of to Zouk's which at its lane entrance (which i nearly got knocked down by a cab. how? i don't know..

02 30 hrs, on the bridge behind Zouk:

we were kinda bored by the crowd and the music hence went to chill out by the bridge behind Zouk..

keep in mind what are the fundamental rules to constructing happiness and appreciate each other's effort.

no matter in what ways they show their concern, do know that they love you and care alot for you.

04 00 hrs, Veen's home:

sleep.

posted by Veen @ 20:34